am a sorry asshole

Am feelling quite depressed these days... Mom says it's because I worry toomuch. I can't help it. There are so many things that are on my mind lately.University studies for starters. I'm not sure about wanting to go abroadanymore. Mag thinks i'm scared, an dmaybe she's right. I've always been ascaredy-cat. But I wanted so badly to leave this place a few months ago. So howcome I'm not so sure anymore? Then there's war. The prospect of war scares mestiff. I know we'rrre quite safe here in Mtius but that does not mean that myherat is so cold I'm insensitive to other ppl's suffering. I remember readingporky's x5_536 lj where she was saying she was an insensitivebitch. well, I'm an hypersensitive bitch. Maybe we're both being cruel toourselves. Maybe not.